Chapter 41: Colorful Phoenix

en regarded her as a plaything at their disposal.

她从小被迫在这卖唱卖笑。即便她自身才艺高超，但是来这里的男人们也都只是个玩物可以召之即来挥之即去。

She thought he was different: a gentleman of high moral character like he is.

她曾经觉得他是不同的：那样的一个品行高洁的君子...

Unexpectedly, he was the same as others and even worse than others. He harmed her without catching any attention.

没想到他和其他的男人没有什么俩样，甚至更毒更狠，害人于无形。

She wanted to live peacefully with him like any other ordinary girl who spent all her life caring for her husband and kids.

她只是想做一个寻常女子，只想一辈子相夫教子和他安安分分地过一辈子。

However, he just left her like that.

可是他却薄情地负了她。

Was it because she was not good enough, or was she unsuitable for him?

是她做得不够好还是她还不够适合他？

Such a man would not marry a girl like her because of her identity.

都是因为这层身份，那样的男子定然不会娶她这种出身的姑娘。

We will have one if it''s destined for us. We cannot demand things to happen. Furthermore, we can''t force it. We can''t be obstinate, and humans will never overthrow the heavens.

命里有时终须有，命里无时莫强求。更何况是强求不来的。这世间哪有什么人定胜天呀？

She couldn''t become an ordinary woman since she had entered this industry with such an identity.

既然入了这行，有了一个这样的身份，从良就再无可能。